Daily Rant: Okay, is it just me, or have you noticed this too.. It seems that no matter where you go, people always find suicidal and pissed off people more interesting than a person who is actually gracious for what they have. I'm a bit pissed off myself at the fact, even though this is probuly just the little selfish voice in my head finally gaining some control over my writing. But. Meh. It just bothers me. I mean, what the hell? A person, and no, I'm not going to put a whole 'Oh no offence' thingy here because if I offend you, I'm too tired to care right now.. but.. I don't know. Why are people who are so depressed so .. interesting? I find them unoriginal and boring.. most of the time, at least. Its the same thing over and over. 'I want to die', 'Why is everything so bad?' 'Why me?', and then they go into how they went on vacation in Florida and had a terrible time, how cause they don't feel understood by every single person on the planet they feel like dieing. I'm sorry, but I feel like plastering a large 'DEAL WITH IT' sign to these people's foreheads. I don't know when becoming a pitiful, depressed human being became hip, but.. Please, for the love of all things sane, stop it.

Okay, now that my mean side has had its time to talk, I'll move on... to.. possibly something a bit more worth reading (I know I'm going to get comments on my tagboard from people saying I'm being mean and that I don't 'understand' people. Well, actually, I don't. I will admit that. I think that a majority of people in my generation don't have a clue of what true pain is and take 'Oh I just had my heart broken by some boy I met at the mall and never talked to because I was too shy' as an excuse to edge on suicide. Whatever.) Well, I haven't been up to much. As I might have said already, I haven't had a social interaction (At least with my SFS friends..) in a really lonnngggg time.

Also, I've changed so much. Well, at least in the blogging world. I've kind of decided on being a hardcore bitch on here for the sake of not having to take that side out on people in the real world. I use an alias, so .. Meh. But, I've really changed only because I'm waking up. I'm waking up to the fact that not everyone is perfect. And yes, I still do love people. You can say I don't because I'm being 'judgemental' on people I don't even know, and that might be true, but I'm just trying to maybe make a fruitless post that might have people wake up and make them happier. Some people like being depressed though. I mean, I have a fascination in death myself. But, I don't want to die. I don't fear it, but I'd prefer to live. I can't understand how people can not see the beauty in this world. I don't know. I just want people to be happy. And.. yes.. I guess I might be forcing people in to something that I'd consider happy. But.. please.. just smile. Just be happy.  I don't want people to wallow in self-pity and wind up throwing their life away (Or at least their teenage years..)