I actually wrote this pathetic, God-awful survey. So sue me.

01 : I prefered Sesame Street over Barney when I was little.
02 : I love denim.
03 : I've had my heart broken before.
04 : I'm addicted to Angel.
05 : I've never really liked to read.
06 : I'm against animal fur.
07 : I think guys with piercings are hot.
08 : Brad Pitt is my huggle muffin.
09 : I don't like Britney Spears.
10 : I've used a self-tanner before.
11 : I have brown eyes.
12 : I'm the middle child.
13 : I wish I were funnier.
14 : I have my own website.
15 : I blog.
16 : I don't even know what the hell a blog is.
17 : I love the show Charmed.
18 : I could watch ComedyCentral for hours.
19 : I revere Johnny Depp as a god.
20 : I'm an atheist.
21 : I'm pro-life.
22 : I think modern art is stupid.
23 : I hate my teacher.
24 : I love scarfs.
25 : I once collected snow and put it in the freezer.
26 : I don't know how to rollerblade, but I know how to rollerskate.
27 : I love horses.  
28 : Roleplaying is my anti-drug.
29 : I hate the phrase 'Blah-blah is my anti-drug'. 
30 : I sometimes watch the History channel.
31 : I've been, or am on, a low-carb diet.
32 : If I could vote I would re-elect George Bush.
33 : I don't like politics.
34 : Screw the color pink. I prefer black.
35 : I rarely read books with less than two-hundred pages.
36 : I'd prefer a night at home with a bubble bath than a time out at a crowded, wild party.
37 : I love Starbucks.
38 : I've dyed my hair a funky color.
39 : I'm a follower.
40 : I'm nothing but a dreamer.
41 : My family has considered committing me.
42 : I firmly believe in reincarnation.
43 : My favorite genre of music is Rock n' Roll.
44 : I want to live in Europe when I grow up.
45 : I'm very outgoing.
46 : I'm an artist, not a comedian.
47 : I love sunglasses.
48 : I've been to summer school.
49 : I like playing in the snow (Or did..)
50 : I wish this quiz were shorter.
51 : I'm afraid of rollercoasters.
52 : I'm a demonchild.
53 : I believe in the concept of inner beauty.
54 : I recycle.
55 : I'm currently, or have been, in love.
56 : I'm more concerned with my needs than other people's.
57 : I wish I had more time to relax.
58 : I've never been on a plane before.
59 : My favorite Disney movie is Beauty and the Beast.
60 : I love the video game Grand Theft Auto : Vice City.
61 : I prefer designs with stripes rather than polka-dots.
62 : I'm Italian.
63 : Red isn't the color of love, its the color of blood.
64 : I like guys with dark hair.
65 : I've had surgery before.
66 : My favorite element is air.
67 : I would never think of paying more than $50.00 on a pair of shoes.
68 : I'm completely against conformity.
69 : I love vanilla.
70 : I like Japenese-style clothing.
71 : I wish I were a vampire.
72 : I've never read the Harry Potter books.
73 : I don't cry often.
74 : I look for style, not comfort.
75 : I own a teddy bear.

Alright, I'll start this post off with a nice little rant.

Wow, hyprocite should really be my middle name! For someone with a love of Smile Empty Soul & Dead Poetic, a hate for pessimism is really mis-placed. But. Meh. I like the songs, and I like the bands. I don't like useless negativity. So sue me.

Daily Rant: Okay, is it just me, or have you noticed this too.. It seems that no matter where you go, people always find suicidal and pissed off people more interesting than a person who is actually gracious for what they have. I'm a bit pissed off myself at the fact, even though this is probuly just the little selfish voice in my head finally gaining some control over my writing. But. Meh. It just bothers me. I mean, what the hell? A person, and no, I'm not going to put a whole 'Oh no offence' thingy here because if I offend you, I'm too tired to care right now.. but.. I don't know. Why are people who are so depressed so .. interesting? I find them unoriginal and boring.. most of the time, at least. Its the same thing over and over. 'I want to die', 'Why is everything so bad?' 'Why me?', and then they go into how they went on vacation in Florida and had a terrible time, how cause they don't feel understood by every single person on the planet they feel like dieing. I'm sorry, but I feel like plastering a large 'DEAL WITH IT' sign to these people's foreheads. I don't know when becoming a pitiful, depressed human being became hip, but.. Please, for the love of all things sane, stop it.

Okay, now that my mean side has had its time to talk, I'll move on... to.. possibly something a bit more worth reading (I know I'm going to get comments on my tagboard from people saying I'm being mean and that I don't 'understand' people. Well, actually, I don't. I will admit that. I think that a majority of people in my generation don't have a clue of what true pain is and take 'Oh I just had my heart broken by some boy I met at the mall and never talked to because I was too shy' as an excuse to edge on suicide. Whatever.) Well, I haven't been up to much. As I might have said already, I haven't had a social interaction (At least with my SFS friends..) in a really lonnngggg time.

Also, I've changed so much. Well, at least in the blogging world. I've kind of decided on being a hardcore bitch on here for the sake of not having to take that side out on people in the real world. I use an alias, so .. Meh. But, I've really changed only because I'm waking up. I'm waking up to the fact that not everyone is perfect. And yes, I still do love people. You can say I don't because I'm being 'judgemental' on people I don't even know, and that might be true, but I'm just trying to maybe make a fruitless post that might have people wake up and make them happier. Some people like being depressed though. I mean, I have a fascination in death myself. But, I don't want to die. I don't fear it, but I'd prefer to live. I can't understand how people can not see the beauty in this world. I don't know. I just want people to be happy. And.. yes.. I guess I might be forcing people in to something that I'd consider happy. But.. please.. just smile. Just be happy.  I don't want people to wallow in self-pity and wind up throwing their life away (Or at least their teenage years..)

Meh. I really don't have much to say, despite the fact I've been silent for so long. I apologize to anyone who noticed..

A lot has changed, lol. For one, I'm completely obsessed over a man who died even before I was born (Sid Vicious), I haven't had social interactions in weeks, and I've kind of woken up to the fact that no one in this world is perfect. Wow. Meh. (I really like that world now too.. can't you tell? Meh. Meh.)

My music tastes have changed a bit too. I still love New Age, but I'm learning towards Classic Rock and older music rather than the crap people are turning out now. I've found a bunch of new bands that are cool (Not neccessarily new, but I mean.. you know..) like Smile Empty Soul, Dead Poetic, & Finger Eleven. But.. whatever.

I recently finished the novel Queen of the Damned. Familiar with it? Maybe you are. It's by Anne Rice, you should very well know, and a horrific film was made out of it. Do you know the book now? Hm. Well, it was rather enjoyable. Not quite as good as the last two (Interview with the Vampire and The Vampire Lestat.) According to Amanda, however, the following works aren't very good, but I suppose I'll read them anyway.